dont blame me for being like.. today.
i had enough of all these stuffs.
friends are not for you to shout at whenever you want to shout at someone.
im not for you to shout at.
we are drifting apart.
i seriously dont know what to do if we drift further and further apart.
there will be one day.
one day when i couldnt take all these anymore.
one day i will breakdown.
one day when i will become a loner.
one day when i may leave you all.
one day i will stand up for myself like nobody's buisness.
yes, MYSELF.
i heard all kinds of complains from you.
gave you suggestions.
laid my life for just something others thought it isnt worth it and i though it was,
just to mend the friendship between you two.
you shouted at me like damn hell lot.
even if you never realise it, its hell lot times.
after me helping you like fugging lot times, this is what i get.

i SURRENDER.