No one really knows how i feel.
No, really.
Not even my family.

It's very difficult for me to tell others how i feel.
And i don't know why.
Maybe it's because they're not me.
They don't know how i feel.
Till now, no one has really been there for me when i need them. No one.
I cannot even find someone whom i can really rely on.
I depend on myself.
It feels bad.
But hey, at least no one will be able to backstab me like that.
But again, it feels bad. Really bad.

When i'm happy, i'm very happy.
When i'm sad, i'm very sad.
When i'm angry, i'm very angry.
But i want someone whom i can rely on, to share my laughter, sadness and fustrations with.
I want.
But i can't.
Tell me how?

All these sound so emo.
But trust me, i am not.
I'm just... a little disappointed,... and a little sad.

I'm no longer prejudice towards emo people.
Because i know that i'm not them and i don't know how they feel.

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