" Whoa, I never meant to brag.
But I got him where I want him now.
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag.
To steal it all away from you now.
But God does it feels so good.
'Cause I got him where I want him now.
And if you could then you know you would.
'Cause God it just feels so...
It just feels so good. "

I don't know why nowadays i keep blasting this song.
I can vent all my feelings via this song.

I. Fucking. Dread. Everything. Now.

I don't wanna go school!
I don't wanna go for CCA!
I just feel like rotting and dying.
Is this moodswing or what?
If it is, why does it happen so fucking often.
I hate everything!

P.s
I wanna stab my keyboard keys but i'm afraid that it'll be spoiled because it costs hundreds to repair it again. But i'm feeling so fucking miserable!
& I'm tearing, but i don't know why. Fuck it.